1 week down.... ? to go

Well I finished my 1st full week back to school after Lainee being born. I survived it!! I had my doubts about the middle of the week but I kept praying and made it through. I really need to get myself on a good schedule if I'm going to make it all work for me. When I get home I start thinking about all the things that need to be done but I just want to sit and hold her since I am leaving her all day, I feel like I'm missing so much. I left my other 2 early like that to go back to work but at least I was in Mt. Pleasant close to my Mom's house and I could go see them on my lunch break but with Lainee I'm in Texarkana and I have to wait until I get home around 4:00 to see her, so it's a little hard for me this time. I think I should be done with school by the end of August... I need about 230 hours to get finished. I am soo ready to get done with school and get back to Mt. Pleasant!! I really didn't think it would be that big of deal being in Texarkana everyday when I started school but now almost a year later I'm sooo tired of it!! I miss getting to eat lunch with my husband when I want to.....and getting to go eat lunch with my mom and kids.
I'm changing the subject....... Lainee and I both had to go to the dr. on Thursday. I had a check up and found out I lost 21 lbs., I guess I had a lot of fluid weight this time. I wish I could loose that much weight every 2 weeks for about 8 weeks then maybe I would be the size I want to be agian!! Which is probably t000 skinny but it don't hurt to dream of being a size 2 again!! Lainee had to go for a check up and get her bili ribbon test done. She weight 7 lbs 3 oz. She's growing so fast!! She's almost put on a full pound since birth...but that's okay with me as long as she stays healthy!! After we seen the dr. she had to go over to the lab to get her heal stuck...I got my sister in law to go with me cause I am not very good at seeing my children in pain. I was sitting there waiting to hear her cry and she never did!! It didn't even bother her....I told Clayton that it was offical she's the most laid back baby I've ever been around. I could ask for a better baby, she only cries when she's hungry and that's not very much since I jump whenever she makes a noise. She's also sleeping really good already......I lay her down about 10:00 for bed and she sleeps until somewhere between 2:00 and 2:30 and wakes up eats and goes back to sleep until about 6:00 or 6:30. Which I try and get up about 6:30 so it works out for me. NOW if I could make myself go to be at 10:00 when she does I would be doing good!! But of course I don't...... Well that's all I have to tell right now.......I'll try and post again next week!!